The In-Between Thoughts

I realised a couple of things between the time my head rested on the pillow and I slipped into a deep, dream-filled sleep.

1. I will never have time for a relationship if I keep retreating into myself and blaming my family for taking up too much time. For the most parts, I know they are pretty much hands off lest for the curfew. But I think, its just me in my head. I speak to myself too many times and come up with things that might not exactly be there. Spastic eh?

2. I get heady excitement from the corporate world. As much as  I moan that I don’t like the unfeeling, cold and cut-throat corporate world, I think I love the change and excitement with stock markets, macroeconomic outlooks, ICR, corporate governance and all the business babble that entails. People interactions, game theory and all that jazz… It all pulls me down and yet, gets me going.

Asian WSJ, BT, IHT, BBC, CNN, Bloomberg … all keep me going every single day. I don’t think I want to get out of the corporate system just as yet. But then again, I don’t wanna be in the thick of it. Hmm. Confused?

Yep, I admit I love it. So, my last term in school looks like this:

Ethics and Social Responsibility (compulsory)

Strategy

Change Communication

Asia Pacific Business (going to Macau on a field trip)

I need another econs course. Gotta look into it.

So going back to the start… pretty heavy stuff for before-I-fall-asleep-introspective-thoughts eh?